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...but my life is pretty much worthless anyway. I might as well die in a ditch...

and bleed in hell



why do I live in this horrible hell called........

my mind...and my heart which betrays me most....words i find hard to say so i borrow from Shakespeare

Why, such love's transgression
Griefs of mine own lie heavy in my breast
Which thou wilt propagate to have it pressed
whit more of thine love that thou hast shown
doth add more grief to much of mine own
Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs
being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers eyes
being vexed a sea nourished with loving tears

I always knew romeo and i were minds alike...both emo....i wish i could join him in a tormented after life in.......

...19th century St. Petersburg in winter...starving together in a filthy one-room flat...drinking vodka to stay warm and arguing violently over...

...whose heart is aching more because of unfulfilled aims and hopes, I always wanted to be a ballet dancer but never dared to, you see. And all those happy orchestral songs only made me think of ...

...that I can never play anything like that, because everybody would hate me and start throwing daggers at me. Then they would call me a dork, and then I might as well...

... go and cry in a dark corner, which is what I do most of the time anyway. But I only cry because no one loves me and ...

....They all want to kill me, except they don't...they refuse to kill me, i wish they would people feel more for a murdered person than a person who committed suicide which i am thinking of doing because......

...I have so many deep feelings that I can no longer bear to live in such a cold, uncaring world. If only others could understand how their heartlessness wounds someone like me...someone who's so full of compassion and vulnerability...but they can't because their hearts are cold and made of stone...they are so unlike me...I have such a vast well of feelings....my emotions are a never-ending wave sweeping me out to a desolate sea...and no one cares...*sob*...

No one cares enough to stop by, ask me how it is going, or even look at me. I need love yet no one is willing to give that to me. I have no one to talk to, no one to hug, no one to sip hot chocolate with in the winter. I'm so alone and loneliness is killing me. My soul needs company or I'll go insane and ...

....plummet off the bridge into the icy winter water beneath...i wish that the river would freeze over while i am under water like in that video for that song love like winter...but i know i won't drown or die because...

..I'm so hopeless I can't even kill myself. I can't do anything right; I'm a failure. I stare up at the sky and curse my luck, my life, the uncaring, inhumane world I "live" in...


(P.S. you know there really is The Emo Game... its a video game)

...hated and fear. I dont like myself because no one likes me, and no one likes me because I hate myself. I am death in the flesh.. I am numb.. I am..

...a fish swimming in a great ocean of the blood of my friends....whom i wish i could join...except they aren't really my friends because they died without me...and they didn't really die they just hate me i guess they are right to hate me i can't even think of an original name:

that destorys any possible future career i could have cause i was going to become either a poet or....

...a ballerina...but I lacked the focus...and my hair was too curly for a proper bun...so I chased boys instead...and now, instead of mangled, twisted feet it's my heart that's mangled and twisted...and as I look back on my wasted life...I feel...

..so worthless. There's truly no point in living through so much pain, but I certainly deserve all of it. That's why I torment myself everyday. I'm just not good enough..and I know I will never be good enough..for anyone. I cry myself to sleep each night and..

....dream of falling...falling though the nothing, through the never, through the darkness...the howling of my soul sounds like a beautiful moan of a person who has lived more pain than the average.....

…senseless body without a soul. Such a heavy mask I wear, and how my bounded soul longs to break free and to be touched by someone who understands the same unbearable pain, rather than be constrained by this…

...overwhelming guilt of living a waste of a life. No one gets me and i dont think anyone ever will, i want to go hide in a dark corner forever and cry my eyes out. will i ever...

( did i do that right? )

^ just incase u didnt ill make a ass of my self 2
....ever end.My body is lifeless, i want to feel the warmth of my blood running from my vain's.
I want to watch the blood wash away as my soul slowly breaks apart...as i am empty..
not even my blood will clense my lifless body

...And when i get home from that place where i have no friends, and everyone hates me called school, i think about how everyone hates me here at home as well, even my dog hates me i can tell because.....

his eyes that stare piercingly at me.. his black black eyes of swarming darkness, the darkness that suffocates me as i remain isolated.. isolated, fearful of the colours that lurk beyond the darkened room in which i stay, away from the light and the.. fields ..fields of flowers.. deceiving flowers, flowers that I wish were black.. black.. as black as my dogs eyes.. full of hatred.. as black as my heart that squirms within my soul, trying to break loose.. trying to end it all... And I know the time will come when my miserable pathetic soul will...

Leave my body and float around gloting at me just as the black die in my clothes which fades...i wish there really was such thing as emo washing powder like this

but then my fascist parents would isolate me for wanting to be an 'individual'. And then they'd go off to the cocktail parties and forget that they even have a kid. I bet the wish I didn't...

Paint my room black, i painted everything black in the whole house when my parents went out to a cocktail party because they wouldn't buy me a new phone that can play the real tone version of "thnks fr th mmrs"....the world is too unfair.....my parents will be coming home soon and they.....

will make me cover the walls in wallpaper with daisies on it. It makes me want to barf. I think my soul is haemorrhaging. I want to...

morph into a giant raven and seek revenge for all the thing people have done to me like....

...leaving me behind, for using me when they needed to who otherwise forgot that I ever existed, I have a soul and I have feelings...

...well at least, thats what i want people to think....i'm really just a mindless robot in a corporate machine

e.g. i miss a girl.

and I miss my man, but I can be with him because of everyone's own selfish needs...

...I wish he saw my heart bleeding, so he'd know how much I love him...

...inside I know his heart bleeds too, but he has no choice.. he has to leave me...

...He silence every night in the self room in the corner. I know and I scare 'cose he can do it ... he can kill themself, I scare, I cry... I cand do something, he dont wanna speaking with me any more...

i like razors....

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..because razor can make a better pain than a gun..
and i like drugs too..

this world is so cold, i know if i dissapear, no one would notice,
nobody cares a fuck about me, i'm so lonely, i want to kill
myself, but i'm so coward, that's what i cut myself, really deep.

the worst pain is the one your causing me... and you don't even know

So i lay on the floor and bleed crying silenty on the inside wishing i could hold you once more