Every time I come here.. so much stuff happened, andn i have to catch up.. this thread will probably be closed soon

the end.

if I miss something....I just ignore it
that is unless it concerns me somehow

i feel so left out...

im afraid of ppl

if you think about it for a long time you find that people are just gross.. i mean.. people...

wow i just totally didnt pay attention to my last post forgive me
i just stated the topic but i forgot wat the topic was because when i read wat the person ment for this topic to be i wrote...well im rambling and confused

hahaha well people do scare me as well... i like cave men better

ppl r scary cause they r itimmadating (im not scary cause i cant even spell half the words i type)

sometimes I get disgusted by people's actions and what they say, but otherwise people are okay.

yes, mostly verbal actions
bad memories on the last forum i was verbally attacked i will never b the same

there are people(a certain group) and there are people(everyone) when you say people, who are you talking about?

*hugs winningdays11488* that's terrible!

thank u for the hug

when i say ppl as a group i mean the ppl who are itimadating,can any1 correct my spelling

I rebel against the prep-like crowd at my school. They are afraid of my ambiguity and the fact that I wear stuff that you can't find at the mall.

intimidating, i believe, could someone also check that?

that's correct.

oh ya, im not good for makin a website, but i can spell things with the best of 'em.

I know this is off subject, but yay! I found my walkabout DVD! one of the best movies ever.

I tend to get along with the people who its cool not to get along with

I dunno why. I just do. I can handle crude humor, "assholes", and know it alls

I can't get along with people who cant think for themselves or people who want to help me with everything or people who cant handle a crude joke once in a while or the ones who sneer when I have an immature moment.

I dunno....I dont really leave the house much. I have a social disorder. People just grind on my nerves too much. I only go places if I'm with a good friend or someone in my immediate family who I can just focus on.

i like people in general, just dont like the people my age who are really fake and the old people who are really fake only when they are talking to kids.

i get really nervous when i go outside because i dont know what people think of me.

you need zoloft!!
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay zoloft!

I never realizes how many paranoid people are here, myself included, I don't feel so alone now.

neither do i.

where you talking to me?

me too.

i siffer from social anxiety disorder.

whoah everyone heres mental. (myself included)

yeah we should all throw a party and hide in seperate rooms

when and where?

i rebel against my school i got a iss and a weeks worth of lunch detentions for trying to dance on the table at lunch

wish i could have been there to see that!

tomorrow night
my place

yep! ill pop on the next flight

zoloft is shit...

prozac....

haven't done that yet...tis worth a try.

other than my xanax, is the only thing in my medicine cabinet.

right now I have zoloft, which I am not taking , motrin, aspirin, tylenol 8 hour...

The only one I ever take is motrin for headaches and I hardly ever get them...so what a waste of meds...

xanax actually helps me, I only break out and need to click a pen only once a day now.

I have never heard of it...what does it do exactly?

anti-nervous breakdowns, but it also helps me kinda with my OCD.

ahhh...fun stuff.

zoloft is supposed to be for my *cough* non-existent so-called "depression" Do I seemed depressed, I mean c'mon! My parents are fuckwits (not in the complimentary way ) but I read the whole zoloft manual before taking any and it is for like everything, it should be called miracle pill, OCD, depression, post traumatic whatever it is and on and on and on...

I don't know when those crazy bastards are going to stop perscribing me pills and just accept the fact that I am insane! (and i mean insane in the best way possible!)

i get dibs on the attic!! make sure there's a guitar in there tho.

I get the backyard....

sounds exactly like me!
i used to be on paxil for several months but it didnt even help me so i went off it cos it was getting expensive, and not even doing what it was supposed to do.

@ nite ? during a party?
what if its raining or snowing?
there could be a dog barking at you!

well, you know. I have a habit of getting sick of being around people, so I go from group to group...

this may sound a bit odd

but no one in my house has ever been in the attic

we've lived here for 20 years (well I for 19 years and 9 months) and no ones been up to the attic

my dad has been up in the garage loft though....you could go up there

I have a walk in attic attached in my closet it is cool kind of like alice in wonderland, little door thing, I go up there and smoke three or four times a year, its like a huge room and I made a little area with our old wooden table and a rug, pretty sweet. I can cascade out of the window onto the screened in porch when sneaking out of the house too.

well it'll be a bit freezing so bundle up

we have a fountain, club house and swing back there though. oh and don't worry about my dog....just do us a favor and help him up the back stairs whenever he wants to come back in. hes old and arthiritic