I don't know.
It was like...
I went over to him, he was helping out on the market. And then he went away for a smoke in a backstreet. And I followed him.
And he said
"What do you want?"And... I asked
"Why didn't you answer?"I have written a letter to him. TWO letters in fact.
And he was like
"What?"And I asked him again.
"Why didn't you answer?""What? That letter thing? Do I have to?""Could you, please?"And... What did he say...
Did he say "No"?
I am not sure.
Well... Something like that.
"Why?""Cos."
And he said that he has got a girlfriend anyway. And that I should leave his sister and his friends alone.
And... He looked at me.
I think it was supposed to be cool.
I don't know.
And...

He looked at me with his big green-brownish eyes and...
I don't know.
NOW I feel weak.
Oh, I went back, I was so disappointed. And when I was about to reach the boarding house, I felt so happy. Until... Well, an hour ago or so.
And now.
I don't know.
Now it's fading away and I don't have anything of him anymore.

Oh...