Cheers JCJ!

Am I beautiful?

Ah, dammit, who cares about secrecy! I am just gonna say:

Neev, you are a very nice person. Thank you for that.

^^ i knew it was oyu!!!! i recognized you cause you said you wanna hug him you're a great person trust me. that jamie is an idiot





i'm not normal

thank you, it really did touch me though! It was just beautiful!

Awww, clara. Thank you.

And thank you, Neev!

Thank you.

Little by little gave you everything you ever dreamed of...

little by little!!! i dont have that song
i have 5 oasis albums, but no little by little song ...

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Download the file now.

you're such a sweetheart!! thanks alot

Oh, no problem.

Oh, let me be the one
That shines with you
In the morning
We don't know what to do...

Slide away...

thats so nice

Yeah, it's a really nice song.

I also like "Roll It Over" a lot. It's got very beautiful music...

I'd love to kiss him... but I just don't know how to do it...

and.. I would have sexed him on Friday if I wasn't that shy

Is it wrong to love some one for the first and only time, yet want it to be the last, the end, the only and forever? What if you can't exactly trust this person? I don't know what to do...I think I am in love, I have said it aloud, and to her, and she replied the same but still I am afraid of what happens if or when she gets bored of me...like she did to her partner she left for me...they always say the person on the side ends up coming out hurt the worst. I think I am addicted, this girl...she is the very essence of all that I want in a person: understanding, caring, compassionate, beautiful, sexy, intelligent and hilariously funny. She said I "intrigue" her, yet doesnt intrigue wear off when the mystery is gone. I have told her things embedded deep inside my soul...maybe I regret this because I have no idea what is going to happen. All I know is that I don't want to end up hurt. She is the only person who has ever truly made me "feel." I wrote her a poem. She smiled. I am so happy.

I have a secret to confess...Mo's real name is..............................

YOU BETTER NOT!

No I wouldn't

I hope not, now that you know

No no don't worry your secret is safe with me

And with me. And with rine. And with all my other friends... Nah, just kidding.

and with me too

i sat next to you on the bus today you looked so nice up close

id love you to be mine... but the other said he would have to leave if i ever cheated he would get so mad that he wouldnt be able to control himself

Hahaha! Salome is funny

blabbermouth

Thanks. You are funny as well.




When there's nowhere else to run, is there room for one more song, one more song?
If you can hold on, if you can hold on... Hold on.
(For Jamie. Because of him I am listening to The Killers. )

What would you say if I said to you,
"It's not in what you say, it's in what you do"?

"But nothing's coming out..."

I'll stop spreading the love because it is going nowhere.

Well, no...

"Everybody hurts..."


Hold on...



Hold on...

Message of some band:

"Because we need each other
We believe in one another
And I know we're gonna uncover
What's sleeping in our soul."
That's what the band is about. Full stop. No compromise. That just is what Oasis are about.

It is not about fighting alone, it's about fighting together.

Sounds quite cheesy, but that's the way it is. Try to cope with people, so that you can live together. If you are just a loner, take me as an example, you won't get anywhere. So I try to be nice to people... A lot of people have better stuff to listen to than my niceness or they just get out of my way because I am thick. But there are also a lot of other people who know what being nice is worth, they are being nice to me and I am being nice to them. Or at least I try.

Goodbye.

Jamie, you're excluding me from everyone else. And I don't think that's fair.

i enjoy pooping

HeY

who is jamie ?

I enjoy the thrill of making out with a girl in my room knowing that my mum is a homophobe and could walk in at any time and catch me.

I enjoy wanking in neev's closet, watching.

Oh Mo that made me laugh so hard!

@JCJ: Jamie is the boy who I fancy and he doesn't want to answer to my letter.

F*** all those love songs. Stand By Me, shit man.

They make me feel sick.

Why can't there just be a monotonus shit life, you just work until you die, f*** the rest of it. I could even die today. A car could squash me.

But I don't go out, so that is not a good thing.

I could coke on a spider. Yuck, spiders are so disgusting.

There's no love.

At least I never heard anything like that...

Kids in year seven or eight holding hands.

I got into the other sex when I was in year nine.

But well... Maybe I am just too weird.

Is there *shrugshoulders*-Smilie?

Dammit. Not even the smilies are enough to show my feelings.

Anyway... I am kind of pissed off at several people. They don't give a shit about me.

Oh man... I hope I'll be 70 soon. I'd like to be 70 right now. Noone that I have to impress, I am just old, I sit at home and knit sweaters for my grand children.

Which grandchildren?

I have to make an effort to get a man and then raise my kids...

Maybe I am infertile... OK, I could adopt some. THEN I'd have... though non-biological grandchildren, but still...

The thought about adopting a kid seems so nice to me right now.

Gosh, the thought brings tears into my eyes.

I could adopt a child and then we'll have fun and love each other.

Gosh, I am too emotional.



Awwwwww.

That's so nice.

Oh, I SO want a child...

Not now, later maybe.

But I am useless anyway. I will never be the perfect person my mother wants me to be.

I'll just be useless until the day I die. But I want to help at least one person...

Awwwww.

Now I'm crying. Stupid shit.

Oh man...

Yeah, that is how I could spread love because the love I have spread to a boy is just put into the bin.

That boy came and stole my heart away and I can't find it.

It's not in my wardrobe, it's not under my pillow
Not in the garden or under the willow

It's gone. And he doesn't care. I wish I could steal HIS heart.

But I can't.
Gosh, why do I want to be mean?

You know what makes me angry?

There are people here who treat certain people like shit. And they even get treated well by other people here. That's so unfair.

They are so... Yuck! I hate that.

And this girl. She's got a boyfriend, she is annoying as f*** and she is just a complete bitch. Sorry. I can't stand this girl. She is one of the people I wanted to punch in the face when I was younger.

And she is just so disgusting. How can you actually talk to such a person?

She doesn't say hello to me, she is prancing around.

That make me want to stop living, really.

Whatever I do, I won't be able to reach what I want to reach. And people like her get everything.

I hate that. That sucks so much.

I can't take compliments from people because it pleases me so much. And... It doesn't help me in life.

This teacher here told me something yesterday. She said, "Thank you, you lovely person."

Am I vain, am I being an asshole.

I don't know. Why can't I just be satisfied?

I hate myself for that.

I am clumsy and chubby and lazy and boring.

And I just want to be like everyone else. And everyone tells me that if I don't like myself, I should change myself.

I don't want to.

That's... Whoever says that you can do what you want in this world is a LIAR!

I hate this world. It is full of lies and failure.

Full of hatred.

And it sucks.

I don't want to live here. I want to live somewhere where... People are accepted, where you can live the way I want, somewhere where I'd even like to work because it is NICE and PLEASANT.

And all I get to hear is that life is not ALWAYS pleasant.

That sucks. It just does.

I can't live because people are looking at me and tell me that I am wrong.

ALWAYS. ALL I want is just...

I don't know.

I hate couples. They don's just make me jealous, they make me think I am worth nothing, I haven't achieved anything...

And...

My friends and family tell me to look at the things I am good at. But... These things don't help me in life. I just feel... like shit.

I want to die. I am struggling for nothing.

you don't need a boyfriend/girlfriend just to be happy you should stop thinking that

Yeah, I know. I know that. But...

I don't know. If I want to get to know someone, does that count? It's not like I definitely want to have a boyfriend. But if there is someone who I like, I can't help thinking that.

The whole secret thing is stupid, actually.

only because everyone knows it's you. your so unique in how you rite. you are lovely

Aw, thank you.

Everyone's unique.

Even if many try to appear like everyone else.

Everyone's unique.

And if someone tells me "No", I'll laugh at them.

Hey cowboy.

I still like you, even though you were just as rude as can be to me yesterday.

And even though I envy EVERYONE who is your friend or close to you in any way.

And even though you have a girlfriend.

And even though you don't like me.

And even though I annoy you.

And even though you are an asshole.

And even though everyone tells me you are a dickhead.

And even though I know that I won't ever see you again and that I only have three weeks left here.

And even though I should live.

But I can't live...

Well, I don't know whether I will be happy without seeing you.

i made out in a spa today

can't get a significant other, beatcomber_22?

don't worry, you'll find someone....

anyway, I kissed a new girl that I didn't know at a party last night

I miss dannnnnnnnnnnn.

me too

Oh, yeah. He hasn't been on here for quite a while.

I know

I miss him

Do you? Awww.

I have never really talked to him, but still... I feel sympathy for him.

I have this weird habit that I feel like knowing people, although I don't. I have read his name billiobs of times and I always mixed it up. The spelling was actually no problem, but I always said it wrong in ym head. If you know what I mean.

dan?

I remember him....he seemed cool

I didn't know him very well. Most about him that I know I got told by rine.