Hmm.. ok. Here's an attempt at writing down my emotions, which I'm not too good at. How cliche.
There's a girl at my school, a lovely, pretty(ish) girl. Whenever I'm with this girl, I'm always having a great time. I've had affectionate feelings for her for over 8 months, but I've never plucked up the guts to tell her, since I'd rather live not knowing if she likes me, rather then getting hurt. Until about 2 months ago.
We've flirted together heaps, we've had lunch together, you know, etc. I told her that I've liked her, she rambled about something, conflicting emotions. That was the last time we talked about it. A couple of months later, I found out she was dating another guy. -.-
We went back to being friends, but it's awkward around her. Also, when I'm around someone that I have a crush on, I seem to unable to say -anything- kind/affectionate/caring towards them.
Usually a her... Ha, oh,.. I mean, always a her. *laughs awkwardly*
And to leave on a song lyric;
"Owner of a lonely heart
Much better than - a
Owner of a broken heart"
Shit, that gave it away.