fucking embarrassed

feel really bad now

I feel highly as if I should do my work.

Highly sick

^^me too !

Highly as if I didn't realize what is going on in the world anymore.

I went numb and dumb, y'know?

Ah, I need work, I need something!

*shivers* I've got nothing. Nothing...

I love you as well, rine.

Bye

Highly Sleepy

Why?

Awwwww...



Look who's come to visit you :




"Come closer, honey. I've got something to say to you."

I just burst into laughter because of that picture:



This guy... No...


Oh Hives, you're so stupid, you know?

They are nuts, man!

Which one?




Look at him. How innocent.


Uuuuuuuuhhhhhh...


He's SO cute.

Hahaha, that one is really scary.

highly sick

I threw up last night. It was all yellow, my mum told me I upchucked bile.

Now my throat's sore, it hurts to swallow, and my nose both won't stop running and it congested.

I haven't been sick in about 5 years.

highly sick too.i have the flu...meh

Highly annoyed

i dunno, lots of things are pissing me off at the mo. Not having the best weekend.... uummm... just need fresh air. Can't wait to have holidays and go away

i know how u feel.
ive had an awful weekend...meh.doin nothin.and they weather is rubbish too and that makes me sad

feel better?

yeh thx hahaha

i feel so sleepy.
i go to bed.

sleepy

No, it's not.

Highly like having a crush on someone.

No, you're not.

Why do I always feel so sad? No, why do I feel so sad after school?

Awwww.



I don't know. Why should I feel sad about him?

Don't be sad.

Yeah. Me too.

Just imagine it to be real, yeah?

Ah, I don't know. He looks so nice in his grey jacket.

Uh. I can't look at him. He's so pretty, man.

No.

So, what shall I do then?

That doesn't work.

Thank you.

Shall I write another letter?

I don't know... I don't feel real anymore. I just wanna...

You know, I can't have what I want so much, so...

I don't know.

I am still looking for it, so I can't say what it is until I found it, you know?

Maybe there is no love? Have you ever thought about that? No REAL love, you know...

I need something to believe in, you know? Like faith, believing in God.

However stupid most of the stuff was the church said in the past...

I need something to believe in.

And people just destroy my believe in love. In Jamie, you know?

I was so sure that I found love several weeks ago...

And now two stupid girls from year eleven tell me that he is an asshole.

highly annoyed

I know. But I have no own opinion. I am too scared to do something terribly wrong. That's what I do every day, in school, you know... Or when I talk to people here. I feel so wrong all the time, so lazy and sad.

I lost my opinions here, really? I have no interest in politics anymore. These people just take all my joy for everything off me. And I don't know why.

No.

I love you for that.

Thank you so much for the hug.

Who is that? See, I forget everything.

What shall I write in the letter?

OK.

I'll try something like that again. Just... Where shall I put it?

Shall I give it to his form teacher?

No, not Chelsea.

His form teacher is here in the boarding hosue, I know her...

I wouldn't mind HER reading it anyway. Other people except for Jamie probably.

Yeah?



I've got shits of homework, but I don't caaaaaare!!!!!!



I'm gonna write a letter!

Cool.

This boy is gonna get his shit, man. That's what he wants!

But he actually doesn't need more appreciation. He's got loads of it. This morning he and some guys from his form watched other kids having a snowball fight outside. How pathetic.

But Jamie looked so adorably cutie wonderful, man!

Me too. I saw Dave.

He counts for ten guys.

OK, well... I didn't see a lot Dave today.

But Jamie in the morning. I almost died. I had to grin really stupidly to stay alive.

Highly sick....

still

I hope you'll get better soon.

Shall I mention my name, rine? In the letter.

thanks, woody....

Uuuuuuh, the unknown girl from the sixth form.

Shall I tell him which year I am in. Well, I am in the year above and. I don't know whether he could cope with it.

I don't want him to pass out because of this fact.

So, why should I write a letter to him, huh?
























Ok, I won't say who I am.

Do I?

Well, I think you are right anyway.























So, what can I write then, huh?

Na ja, fuer den ganzen Mist... Da wuerde ich Jahre dafuer brauchen...



Du weisst ja schon sehr viel.

Aber ich habe dir nicht jede meiner Geschichten ueber die Typen erzaehlt, ja ja...

So, let's get back into English again.

MMMhhhh... Okay.

I'm going to modify it a bit.

English is not eintoenig. I just know more words in German.

Well, okay. I'll give it a try. But I won't give it to her tomorrow to give it to him, will I?

Speak English! I don't understand!

j/k - It's okay go ahead and speak in german

I just hate when people say "speak american" instead of "speak english"

what's eintoenig?

There's no way it's gonna be perfect.

I'll try. Maybe later. Maybe tomorrow.

I'd like to know what eintoenig is in English... *looks it up*

monotonous