I can't talk to them.. I tried.. I said leave me alone and everything.. It's just who I am. I can't help to be this way.. If I could, I would choose not to be.
But they don't get that. they don't know how hard it is for me.. And I don't know if they think they are helping or whatever, but it's not. The way they are going about it makes me feel like they want to see me have a harder life than I have to have.. Like they are just torturing me, and then they laugh at how mad I get..
And I used to go to a doctor regularly, but my mom recently canceled it, which is why shes trying to "take me in her own hands" now..
I don't understand why they are doing this to me.. They mess with me, then laugh.. I can never win...
I know exactly what your going through. I try talking to my mom. She says shes listen but its obvious shes not. She just says Im trying to make her life miserable and I need stop acting 'the way I do'. No idea what that means. Im just being myself. And Im so sorry I'd like to see her one night with out one of her 80 boysfriends around... Sorry, just venting