you do have a life. what the hell are you talking about?
everybody has a life and everybody lives it the way he or she want to

yes and you are missing on my list

I Am Tired. So Tired.

gotta be off. Byebye clara and Woodpecker

bye bye lou!!!!


do not eat your friends, go to bed then

Yeah, bye bye Lou. And Do_not_eat_your_friends, go to bed!

Well, clara... The thing is... We go to school, right?

yes we do.. . . so?

And... we have to be good, right? So... We also have to be better in a way. To pass exams or... to get GOOD marks in school. Because otherwise we don't get the GOOD JOBS. Well, I don't care anyway...

So... In a way i don't have a life because I don't like society.

Because... I am lazy. And I don't see WHY that should be a bad thing. And if there is a thing I'd really like to do. And there are things... I can never do them. NEVER! I am daydreaming all the time because life sucks. Life is BORING.

we have to be good, thats very true
but there are alot of things in life, that are important also
for example enjoying your life. cause life is not boring at all. it has its ups and downs but its still interesting

well. . .. what kind of dream do you have?

oh yes and life without DREAMING would be very very boring

See. I am dreaming all the time.

I'd really like to play an instrument. And I'd like to drop all the stuff that I am supposed to do, work, go to university... You know, just like making music... Yeah, it sounds very pathetic... But that's...

Now I feel a bit sad again. Dunno why.

You know... And there's Jamie... Honestly, I told the girls in my room. And you know WHAT?!

They were like "Maybe he's immature. He either laughs about you or runs away from you." As if he was in year 7. That is what they told me when I asked them whether I should tell him that I wrote the letter attached to the Christmas card I put in his classroom. And whether he's received it.

Man, I really thought about that before, but I don't think that he'd run away from ME, he is too proud to do that.

Fockin' hell, I have to WRITE THE ESSAY, 2000 WORDS!!!!!!!!!!!! Till FRIDAY! I don't want to!!!!!

oh my woodpecker. if you wanna play an instrument, then try to save money for one. that doesnt mean you have to drop everything!!! i play the piano and i'm still a good student

you're sad? listen to "all my sences" by mando diao. it always makes me feel better



i dont get it. he ran away from you? why? lol
aaww its so sweet that you wrote him a card. i'm sure he was happy about it, even if he doesnt know who wrote it

I have my mother's guitar! But I can't play.

I don't know the Mando Diao song. I listen to Oasis every day. They make me feel worse, but, the thing is, they make me feel as good as possible as well.

Awww... Do you REALLY think that he was HAPPY? That someone wrote him a card?!

And what if he hasn't read it, what if someone else got it because I just put it in his class room. Like... Maybe he didn't get the card...

No, he didn't run away from me, the girls in my room suggested that he might do if I ask him about the card.

i have a guitar in my room too, but i never play it

that song is great by mando diao. i'll post it later for you

i think he was happy. and i think he was asking himself who could have written that. cause i would do the same thing.
well. . . did oyou write his name on the card?

are the girls in your room a bit stupid? why should he run away if you ask him a question?

Yes, I wrote my name on the card.

He is in year 11, you know... One year below. But he'd never run away from me, he is so cute. He couldn't.

you wrote your name? that good. does he know you?
did you write his on the card?

I just wrote Jamie on it. And I wrote "Dear Jamie". Oh good, that's so stupid, it was just a random letter. I told him things that I shouldn't have told him. The whole "Liam" stuff and... I think I scare him I am watching him every day. I wish I could just talk to him. *bangsheadagainstwall*

EDIT: And he doesn't know me.

HE IS SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh my you really like him thats really cute

how old are you salome?

btw could you tell me what you wrote in the letter?

edit: i just dobble posted.

Aw, that's cute. I only doublepost if my computer is being stupid. And the thing is that I sometimes don't even know that I did that. *lol*

Well... The thing is that I told him about why I am attending the school and that I am from Germany, that I would like to be together with him and Dave and all the other guys and that I gave Liam names to him and Dave. I actually can't remember, but... Didn't I write about a whole page?! Gosh. And I told him that I don't know why I wrote the letter, BUt that it is necessary to make him understand. Maybe... understand why I am so weird, watching him and the other guys every morning break, but I didn't write that.

you gave him a nickname? sweet
well the letter is very honest. i think he was surprised as he got it. you should talk to him. really.

btw you didnt tell me how old you are?

Oh, I am seventeen.

And you?

You know... I can't talk to him. That's my problem... I don't know how and when I tried to give him the card. That's horrible. Love is a horrible thing. Who invented it?

*sigh*

EDIT: AND I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING FOR ENGLISH LITERATURE TODAY! I have a mock exam on Thursday and I have to hand in the 2000 word essay on Friday. I still haven't started it.

I wish I could be lazy all day... Until I die. Because being lazy is what I can do best. And just talk...

i'm 20

love is love. its good and bad sometimes. i'm being a dumbass right now. as if i knew what love is

you should start doing something for school my dear salome otherwise you wont get better btw i'm uploading the song now

yeah, i'm lazy too and i looooove to talk. its the best thing i can do

So that's only three years difference. The age doesn't matter anyway... I like little children, they are still nice and... Sadly it is still only a few of them that I do like and that like me.

Oh, really. But still... You work... I don't. I just write something to get rid off it. I will do that. Because I can't do anything else, a GOOd essay, that's not me. I have no analytical view at all! That is damn stupid! And I can't do anything about it!

And love... I don't know...

oh salome
you're worring too much.
i'm sure you're a good student and that you will soon meet jamie. just smile at him a bit more like this or or
i'll help ! ! ! ! !

OK, thank you so much.

I'll smile at him...

yes!!!

btw you can download the track now. its in the file/music blah blah thread

Thank you so much!

I feel highly happy. Thanks to clara.

aaww ::isspeachless:

I Feel Hungry!!!!!!!!! Wiiiiiiiiiiii
Sorry.

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Try having fun - SmarterChild

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whos smarterchild??

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Yep. Come on, smarter is cool...
Just Kiddin

well i dont have aim
only yahoo messenger and msn

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why not? is he that bad?

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No, you're not. That reminds me of stuff I do in real life.

highly unusual

Highly unsual? Well... Me too.

Why?

heyy youu, hope you feel Highly better !!!!!!
<3

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at the moment i feel NORMAL
if ya can feel normal?

oops!!! i for got to write highly
i feel highly normal

Oh yeah, in a way you can feel highly normal. Maybe just what you think about you being normal. The way you usually feel.

^

yeah that thing i feel highly normal

I feel HIGHLY highly bored. I need some action!